His incredible free gift

In 2002 I was a first year student at Edinburgh University, staying in Pollock Halls of Residence.  I was studying History of Art and spent a lot of time with a friend from the course who was also on my corridor of Halls. 

It became frustratingly apparent to me that there was something different about this girl and I wanted to know what it was. 

Coming from a non-Christian family, I was highly sceptical about Christianity and any notion of God, so my friend bore the brunt of my inquisition.  She patiently answered my questions and invited me to various 'Big Questions' events.

In my room was a Gideon Bible. 

At first it was just a reference book for my interrogation, but it quickly became more than that, especially the section 'Where To Find Help when . . '  It was at a Christmas carol service that year that it felt like God was speaking directly to me, challenging my selfish, materialistic mindset and awakening me to His inescapable love. 

He extended His arms out to sinful me, and I couldn't help but accept His incredible free gift of grace through Jesus' death and resurrection.  The Gideon Bible then became a lifeline.  It was my first Bible and I cherished it. Through it I was able to learn more of God and experience Him. 

It was a sad day when I left it behind, but I knew that it would be there for the next students in case God chose to reach them through it.  Eight years on (and still studying!), the Bible continues to be an anchor for my husband and me, shaping our decisions and rooting us in God's love and wisdom.